When I graduate a year from now I want to be the person who secures a job. I want to be a person who gets a job in at least half a year of graduating. So the question is do I spend the summer working my butt off doing two internships? Double jobs, double the experience and knowledge? Or...do I focus on one internship, give it my all and spend my days off enjoying my summer?
If you know me, you know that I am not one to be relaxed. My mind is always constantly jumping ahead and worrying about the future, school. Part of me want to let myself relax and enjoy my last summer before heading into "the work force" because everyone always tells me you have your whole life to work, enjoy yourself now. As of now I feel like I probably will take there advice, relax and have fun. But still in the back of my head I equate relaxing to laziness.
This is something that's been on my mind lately and I just felt the need to type it out.
What worries me the most is that I like to have control over things, but it when it comes to the futures that's simply impossible. You never know what will happen or where your going to be, there are just too many factors to account for. So all you can do is try to make all the right choices and all the right decisions and work hard and hope that things will work out right.
Like....its like a box of chocolates...you never know what your going to get.
